Birthdays!

Thursday: JP's mom won't be in town for his birthday so she took him out for dim sum. We went to Kirin with his mom, sister & nephew.

Friday: Stephanie's birthday! I got her a big scarf from H&M & a lipgloss that came with a cupcake necklace. She had her birthday with a bunch of her LG friends at boston pizza. My mom was already there to eat dinner with her friends.. JP & I dropped by & ate there also, we sat at a different table accross from steph's table so we can spy on them lol

Saturday: I lied to JP that I have to study at Dana's around 6 and I have a family friend's birthday party to go to at 9 so I won't be seeing him all night but instead I went over to Dana's to bake him a birthday cake and delivering it at his place at 12am on his birthday. He was a bit upset thinking he won't be seeing me all night and be there when the clock turns 12. Dana & Grace helped me bake. Dana dropped me off at his place at 11:55pm, I called him pretending that I was still at the party and that i'll stay on the phone with him and wait till 12 to tell him happy birthday and at the same time Dana was trying to dial his house number so he can buzz us in but he wouldn't pick up his phone and buzz us in cause he didn't know who it was and he was lazy to check. So I had to ruin the surprise and told him on the phone to open his goddamn door to let me in! -.-

Sunday: I came upstairs and it was 12:07am! I missed it by 7 minutes.. He opened the door for me and i held up the cake and said happy birthday! The cake cracked in half and the icing was melting everywhere! lol We had a bit of the cake, he hugged me and said thanks and that he loves it. We went to bed after. We started our day around 3.. We went shopping, Went for dinner with his dad, sister & nephew at Ebisu, and then I watched his hockey game.

Hello Tuesday.

I'm trying to remember what i've been doing these past few weeks but i can't remember! I don't think I did anything special.. I remember a random bar night w/ JP & Dana, Halloween party, Crystal's birthday & Roosters. I hate how I can't blog everyday since the laptop is broken and I feel weird blogging on JP's laptop cause i'm paranoid he'll find my blog and read it! but anyway, I hate how i can't update as much anymore. I like to go back to my post and read what i've been doing.. Also because i can never remember what i did. Brain of an 80 yr-old grandma.

So I am SO excited for this week/weekend! short week since I have no school on Thursday & Friday and I get off at 1220 on wednesday! Just finished my second midterm for psych today. bombed it for sure. Few birthdays this week, Steph, JP & daddy. I'm still deciding what to get my little sister! Probably gonna go shopping tomorrow. Thursday, girls night in at Graces to bake & help me bake JP's birthday cake. I think I'm more excited for JP's birthday than he is! he he he my mom got 2 hockey tickets for us :) i'm so excited to give it to him on his bday! He's gonna be so stoked! EEEP i can't wait!

Blue Water Cafe + Raw Bar.

Our 1 month was last night & I finally finished my essay for philosophy so JP thought it was a good time to surprise me and made reservation for dinner. He wouldn't tell me where were going at first until we get there. He told me to dress up and he'll pick me up after work. He took me to Blue Water Cafe + Raw bar in Yaletown, It was a fancy seafood + sushi restaurant. We had a big plate of sashimi & some raw oysters. Oh man, I missed oysters! They were so good, I'm drooling just thinking about it! Best date so far ♥ My stomach was really really happy. After dinner, He bought me fresh taro slush bbt to go & drove back to my place to watch youtube videos :) He was so tired cause of work, he passed out right away! Left me sipping on my bbt & watching youtube videos by myself!

Goodies.

ELF cosmetics!!

Ipod speakers

Kenneth Cole jacket

What have you done to me (8)

Okay, happy thoughts. I feel like I've been so pessimistic lately. I blame it on schoo-schoo-schooool! I remember saying oh how I am so excited for college! I miss going to school. Yeah, you're right. I want to take it back. hahaha I've been studying like crazy. I forgot how a nap feels like since I don't have time for naps! Anyway, for real.. life is goooooooood! really good. Had some random clubbing nights w/ my girl, Dana. Last weekend, we went to gossip for Daniel's 19th birthday. It was awesome. I can't wait until next week for Pasu's 19th birthday!

myboyproblem:

It's been awhile since someone treated me so nice & would do anything just to see me. I'm just scared that since he's so nice to me, I'll push him away. I don't want to like him because he's so nice to me but I want to like him for who he is. Right now, I'm just confused. I can't tell if i like him but he makes me giggle whenever he text me. We will just have to see.

What He Did Saturday:

He texted me asking if I wanted to go to a party but I said I'm already clubbing.. He said that he'll come if I want him to, all I said was it was really up to him. Next thing you know, he's right at the door. The bouncer wouldn't let him in because of dresscode. He went to the casino next to the club & bought a random guy's shirt for 20-30 bucks? .. He also had to pay to get in.. We didn't know but the club closes at 2 & he came at 1:30.. so he stayed for half an hour. I felt so bad.. not only that but he had to carry me out because I was too drunk. He also paid for our cab back to his place.. how crazy is that? He came just to go through all that .. If i were him & the bouncer wouldn't let me in.. I would just peace it.

Past. Present. Future.

hmm.. Today, I wanted to go to starbucks, sit down, sip some Hot Peppermint Mocha & read my book but that failed since someone came over to fix my toilet & I couldn't leave my place. I just bummed around & watched television. At 5 o'clock, I had my driving lesson. When i got back home, my mama homemade deep fried banana was sitting on the counter, waiting for me to eat it all.

As we all know, I haven't really blogged BLOGGED in awhile.. I guess I don't really have anything going on in my life to really blog about. I don't have school to stress about.. yet, I don't have a job & I don't have a love life going on but I do have some stuff that's been on my mind & bugging me for a while. Sometime i think "wow how can someone say that" or " how can someone be so ... selfish?" But there are reasons to why people act a certain way & think a certain way. There are reasons to why some people are in my life right now & people that aren't. What I am really trying to say is.. People come and go for a reason. yeah yeah.. cliche, heard that before.. but it's true. I guess for some people relationship is more important than friendship. we always say "don't let boys ruin our friendship," but most of the time it does. Then we apologize and then history repeats itself. We can forgive them but not all the time. At one point, we just have to let it go. Let that friendship go. I'm happy that they're happy but I'm just sick of always forgiving just to know they will do it again. Either backstabbing, betraying, lying or/and ditching. Those people that aren't in my life anymore, I know that either i'm not important enough for them or they aren't important enough for me to care. No regrets. I do think about our good times together but that's the past & right now, life isn't so bad. Actually, it's not bad at all but I can't forget the past. you know that saying "forget about the past," but it's easier said than done. It's all talk. it's hard to forget but be glad we did have some good times together. Live in the present & focus on the future. and yes, i am well aware of my many grammar mistakes & if this was my essay for college. I'll fail it.

My 2 best friends. ♥

Thanks to Grace I have 2 new best friends:
Stumble! & Givenchy Phenomen Mascara.

Grace gave me this awesome mascara and i love it!

Also.. i saw stumble on her laptop & i had to download it.
.. now i'm ADDICTED.

hmm, life's good ♥

I think I should write on my blog more often.
Here's the best place to express and let it all out... well.. most.

I read my few last posts and i thought about how stupid I was.. regretting slacking off in school, not working hard, not studying, etc. dude.. it's okay.. lesson learned. i've worked hard and all the night classes i took.. .PAID OFF! & yes! i'm DONE highschool! Guess what? i went home today just to find out that i got accepted to arts and science in Langara! i'm so excited! i can't wait to do homework, study, not getting enough sleep, waking up early & everything! well.. i'm not as excited but i can do it! ive been taking the easy way out for too long now. but YES YES YES!! i'm so happy.. i've been so stressed out about it!

Another thing that was good bout today was Micheal ♥.. i know, im a tool.
&&.. KRISPY KREME. we went all the way to delta just to eat some good ol' donuts.
-oh yes, & you should never give out your number to guys you just met. kbye!