The fear keeps building as the failures & embarrassment add up over high school. I'm so scared to fail but I keep thinking that I will fail because all my high school years, I've been failing. Whenever I get a passed, a good 50%.. I'm satisfied or even if I failed, I don't give a crap but I can't keep doing this. I really want to get something I actually earned.. that I worked for. I'm scared that even how much I studied . how much I tried. I'll still fail. I feel like how much I read, took notes & do the practice tests.. It doesn't seem to absorb in my freaking head.
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