Wednesday, September 30, 2009

My 2 best friends. ♥

Thanks to Grace I have 2 new best friends:
Stumble! & Givenchy Phenomen Mascara.

Grace gave me this awesome mascara and i love it!
Also.. i saw stumble on her laptop & i had to download it.
.. now i'm ADDICTED.

Personality Test Results:

It's pretty accurate!! Here's the site if you want to do yours: http://www.colorquiz.com/


Existing Situation
"Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities."
Stress Sources
"Avoids pressure from others and insists on developing her individual independence. Wants to make up her own mind with resistance from others or outside forces, and needs the freedom to make her own decisions. Wants to be looked at as a wise individual whose opinions are respected, and has a hard time admitting she is wrong. Can be reluctant to accept or understand other people's opinions or point of view."
Restrained Characteristics
Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.
Has strong emotional demands and is picky when it comes to choosing a partner. she chooses to remain emotionally distant and uninvolved in relationships.
Current situations force her into compromise and placing her own hopes and desires on hold for the time being.
"Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."
Current events have her feeling forced to make bargains and put aside her own desires for now. she is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Desired Objective
"Wants interesting and exciting things to happen in her life. she is able to make others like him, because of her genuine concern for them. she is charming and open and makes friends easily. she can have an over-active imagination, which leads her to fantasize and daydream."
Actual Problem
"Impressed by unique and one of a kind things, and by people with exceptional personalities. Tries to takes the characteristics she likes in other people and apply it to herself as well as coming across as a unique individual."
Actual Problem #2
Longs the freedom to make her own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses her charm to deal with others and get what she wants.

Monday, September 28, 2009

dumbshit.

I am fucking tired of your fucking bullshit. Go to hell. I hate how you assume shit bout me, think you know EVERYTHING about me & talk behind my back like you think i dont know.. grow the fuck up! how old are you, you fuckface. even a 12-year-old is more mature than you. Stop pretend like you are smart and you know everything cause you're not and you dont. I like how you think sticking your nose into other people's business and helping them out make you a good friend cause it don't and you are just making it worse. If you stick your nose into other people's business without being invited, don't be surprised if they verbally bloody it. Also, stop giving advice cause it sucks. you are stupid, cocky, immature, an asshole, jerk, shit and everything bad you can think of. bye bitch. i'm done for now.

Friday, September 25, 2009

What The Fuck!?

who the fuck kept saying i can't take my N till february!? this whole time i thought i took my L around february but I actually took it on January!! that mean i can take my N sooner! WTF... This is the last time i'm listening to people! GAAAAAAAAH. I gotta book an appointment SOON! bitch. Anyway, my first driving lesson today @ 3 :) byexo

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Dream or Reality?

why do i always get the weirdest dreams ever?

Thursday, September 17, 2009

hmm, life's good ♥

I think I should write on my blog more often.
Here's the best place to express and let it all out... well.. most.

I read my few last posts and i thought about how stupid I was.. regretting slacking off in school, not working hard, not studying, etc. dude.. it's okay.. lesson learned. i've worked hard and all the night classes i took.. .PAID OFF! & yes! i'm DONE highschool! Guess what? i went home today just to find out that i got accepted to arts and science in Langara! i'm so excited! i can't wait to do homework, study, not getting enough sleep, waking up early & everything! well.. i'm not as excited but i can do it! ive been taking the easy way out for too long now. but YES YES YES!! i'm so happy.. i've been so stressed out about it!

Another thing that was good bout today was Micheal ♥.. i know, im a tool.
&&.. KRISPY KREME. we went all the way to delta just to eat some good ol' donuts.
-oh yes, & you should never give out your number to guys you just met. kbye!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Longest road.

Summer's over and i thought things would be back to normal. I would never have thought things would be to the point where i need to avoid certain people. i'm trying here.. I'm trying but you need to give me space & time. i'm trying to pretend that this have never happened because i want us to be okay again. I want you to move on. I want how we were when we first met, before all of this drama. I want awkward moments to be OVER. Sorry if i ever hurt you.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Summer days driftin' away.

Summer sun, something's begun, oh ..those summer nights
Summer fling, don't mean a thing, oh ..those summer nights
Summer heat, boy and girl meet, oh ..those summer nights
Summer dreams ripped at the seams, oh ..those summer nights....

It's been a GREAT summer.. Made GREAT memories and made GREAT new friends! ... NOW ITS OVERRRRR! Hopefully, we will still keep in touch & not drift away because i want to spend another summer together.. annnd another and another and another! PROMISE? ♥

Friday, September 4, 2009

I'm just scared you'll regret it.