DRINK DRANK DRUNK.

Friday, I went downtown and met up with my friend Mila. We went shopping for a little while & we played rockband in the Sony store. Mila was horrible at drums.. like really horrible! After, we went to Starbucks and sat there for a little while to catch up and wait for Georges and Nathan for movie. When they came, I was surprised seeing Jordan with them! Gosh, I missed him! We watched The uninvited. It wasn't that scary but it was so trippy. It was so intense watching the movie sitting beside Mila and Georges... oh my effin god. They screamed so loud and freaking Georges screamed at everything either before or after the scary insane part and everyone laughed at him in the movie theater. Oh funny story! Mila saw this Jonas Brothers poster or something and she was like "somethiing something jo-ne-ass brothers" HAHA she pronounced it JO-NE-ASS brothers and I was like repeat that again.... and then Georges was like you mean " JONAS BROTHERS" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I guess this is a 'gotta be there' funny. Anyway! after, we went to cafe crepe! I had yummy Nutella Crepe with whipp creme ;) yum. The day ended there and we went our seperate way.

I went over to Crystals for Pasu's birthday party. It got better and better later at night. Well for me and Swana. Oh not to mention i saw Swana's pussy for a nice 2 seconds and I pant Swana so i also saw her whole ass! HAHA We drank & the guys decided to play that Pyramid card game that i absolutely HATE. They all gang up on me! After a couple of a shots, I got people to drink some for me! While a few people passed out, Swana and I decided to drink a little more and we got so HYPER... and we thought about this crazy idea to draw on people's faces and also shoved some cards in few guys pants! FUNNEST & FUNNIEST drunk moment with Swana!

Leon's back :) we drew on his face also but we couldn't take pictures of it since he moved and hid his face. Grr!
Oh yeah, after a while i thought it was funny to draw on Swana's face and i drew on her nose to make her look like a kitty! HAHAHAHA and she fucking jumped me after and drew ALL OVER ME. MY BACK. MY FACE. MY ARM. MY TSHIRT. CRYSTAL'S PJ PANTS I WORE. WHAT ELSE.... MY HEAD! wteff... and my ears. bitch. I also found huge bruised marks on my back lmao!

urh.. not the best picture of us but you can see most of the drawing on our face and i forgot to mention that the next morning kevin found out we drew on his face and he found a blue marker and drew on Swana's face and not mine since i was awake HAHA sorry swana :)

Birthday boy! He also got draw on but he woke up while we drew on his face since we couldnt stfu! lmao! happy birthday!

Few of the many passed out people:

hey, I just realized that my marker was brown and swana's marker was orange!! i thought mine was black and swana's was pink O.o

Anyway, Today (saturday) Crystal asked me to do her hair and make up for her for her grad photo but we had one hour and that wasnt enough time for me to do her over! so i just curled her hair and apply a bit of make up to look natural since she doesnt even need much make up anyway! gosh she loooked gorgeous! say hello to CRYSTAL ;] :

hmm.. they look kinda awkward!

Friends Forever & NEVER.

My last blog before my uncle from Virginia take over my bedroom for a week. Anyway, I just finished reading Kristine's xanga & i totally teared up. Kristine, your always stand beside me through the good times and the bad & thanks for always believe in me. We've done many stupid decisions in our life but at least we've learned from it and we try to fix things. yes, it's harder now but it's worth it in the end. It's life. Look at it this way, at least you dont have to go through what i have to go through now. Consider yourself lucky. so what if we don't have our late night phone talk anymore. We could do it some other time or we could make time for each other on the weekend and beside we ARE all going to Florida! So for now.. just focus on school. I'm here for you no matter what. xox

"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face." (stolen from Kristine)

urgh, this have been bothering me for a while now and i really need to vent. I'm so fed up by the way you treat me and how i am your second choice all the time. When they are around, you ignore me like i am not there. They are the world to you. Everythings about them. I ALWAYS listen when your hurting and when it's my turn.. do you even listen to what i am saying? You get mad at me for the stupidest thing then you don't tell me and go behind my back and tell them shit about how i dont do this and that. Why is it ALWAYS me your pissed off at!? If they do the same, would you get mad at them? yeah.. i dont think so. Why is it me that has to do everything for you to be happy. Do I have to cater to you all the time!? what the fuck have i ever done to you. i honestly dont understand you. NOT EVERYTHING is revolves around you. I tried so hard to make you happy, to be a good friend and be there when you need me but i honestly feel like your taking advantage of me or doesn't even appreciated it. Thanks

It's Britney, BITCH ♥

It's official I am going to the Britney Spears concert in Seattle!

2 can play the game.

Instead of always trying to understand them, why don't they tell us what the eff they want! I never understand them, and i never will. It's so frustrating! It's so complicated to know and what they are thinking! Playing with our minds all the time like its some sort of game!

Piece of Me.

Friday night:
I met up with Swana, Natalie & Grace @ matsuyama. I had mango ice cream! Natalie thought it was such a rip off! $2,25 for a small scoop! so we went to Aberdeen for some desserts!.. After we all went to the mosaic meeting. @ 10 Crystal, Jay, Grace, Thomas & i went to zepher for bubble tea & we met up with Pasu... After Zepher, Pasu, Swana & I went over to crystal's for cosmo night!

Today:
I went over my aunt's for dinner! happy chinese new year!

- - -

... Today i talked to Aj & he invited me to the Britney Spears concert in seattle! (Kristine if you are reading this right now. I am pretty sure.. at this very moment.. you're very very jealous! >=]) I don't know if i could go, cause my mom would freak since A) It's in SEATTLE!.. I mean if it's in van, it's alright B) He's driving us there and C) It's just me & him.. mom probably think we'll fuck or something! grr... but hey i'll ask anyway! haha

"She can't fall for you if you arent there to catch her. "

Couple of months? 1 year?... maybe longer.. That I haven't felt like this and I love it! At the same time, I dont want to end up getting hurt. Which i wont. If it doesn't work out. It doesn't. I won't make myself fall too deep because I don't want to be one of those girls that cries. I don't want to be one of those girls that gets hurt all the time and I dont want to be that girl that falls down so hard..

Look at Number 8

My day:
- Crystal's & the boy's basketball game.
- Mcdonald stop with Kristine, Pasu & Grant.
- SouthArm Community Center w/ Kris & Grant waiting for Pasu, so we can get home.

yep.

Have you ever lied about something so small & it wasn't even worth lying about? yeah!? what the eff right? then you kept asking why did i even lied?.. should have told them the truth & that's all you kept thinking about! yeah, been there done that! Today, i finally got it off my chest and tell `em... aaahh feels so good!!!!!

[♥].. .

• I went shopping with Natalie woooo.
• We Hung out w/ Clement for a while.
• I went for lunch with Kristine, Crystal, Jay & Crystal's mom.
• Sat @ a pho restaurant w/ Kristine & Crystal for a while & talked about random stuff.
• Crystal's Basketball game.
• Ride w/ Swana & talked.

I did what I said I would.

so S remember what we've talked about in the car on tuesday night?
well i did it, now it's your turn :)

My day: I've never bussed so much in my entire life! In the morning, my mom wanted to drive me to ICBC but i woke up late, so i had to bussed down myself around noon but i got lost! Anyway! After ICBC, my mom wanted to treat me for lunch, so i had to bus down to downtown! After my mom drove me home... from home i bussed down to richmond! so.. today I BUSSED 8 TIMES, skytrain once & 2 cars; My mom and Crystal! BUT..! i am okay with that since i had such a good day today! :) ... Today, I also went over to AJ's... we hung out, talked, watched movies & just chilled.. hehe

I guess i like my coffee... Hot, tall and dark :)

after 2 years...

I FINALLY GOT MY L!

LEMON MELON PIE!

Last night: zepher with Kristine, Pasu & Diamond.
After bubble tea: @ Phoebe's & a whole bunch of people drank.
Eddie got me a twilight poster!!! :D yay
Today: i got my nails done!

what i've been up to.

This whole week was pretty productive and i had some lazy days also. I know! i said i can't have any but this will have to take some time to change! what can i say? I am such a lazy girl!! Anyway! On monday, i woke up in the AM :) I did some chores, ate breakfast and got ready. I was planning to keep myself busy around the mall or something and wait for Crystal & Swana to get off school since i was planning to go watched their basketball game anyway...but SWANA skipped! so... I waited for her to go get ready then she picked me up & ride down to Ricmond together! We went to Aberdeen & went to go buy some school supplies. After.. We met up with Crystal at the food court. We had lunch together and talked 'till we had to go to basketball. Swana & I stayed a little longer after the girls game & watched the boys game. oh my (L) ;).. haha & BAM i saw someone i wasn't expecting! : damn !#$%^&! eeeep.. ignored! hahahaa

Tuesday: The same routine; Chores, breakfast & got ready. I bussed down to Richmond center to meet up with Crystal and Swana. Ate lunch & walked around the mall. We saw Natalieeee! Around 4-5ish, crystal drove us down to Mcrobert for another basketball game! After the game, Swana & i went to Matsuyama for dinner.

Wednesday: I stayed home.. I layed on the bed & finished my book (which btw i need to buy more books to read!)... I don't think i did much on wednesday... definately.. was one of my lazy day!

Thursday: I studied & took some test over and over again on the internet. My mom rented some good ass chinese drama that was dubbed in vietnamese, so i ended up watching it all night. hm.. yup another lazy day actually! hahaha

Friday: I got up early & did some errands.. and then I had lunch with my mom. Crystal called me after school and we've talked for a while since she was waiting for thomas @ the dentist and I was waiting for my mom to finish pumping gas and buy cereal. When i got home.. I read my cosmopolitan, blogged & watched some dramas.

Saturday (TODAY): Well i planned to go shopping but i dont really know if i am in the mood. I think I am going to go walk my dog around the neighborhood & think of what i can do tonight.. oh btw I need help finding something for Pasu's bday present! HELP! anyway, i am going to go take a shower now. xox

Guys Phrases Translated

I bought the February Cosmopolitan issue today and I find this article so interesting and funny! but I am going to list a few since there's 50 guys phrases & i don't feel like typing them all out!

D A T I N G:
-HE SAYS: "I'm pretty much single."
HE MEANS: "I have a girlfriend, but you're hot."
-HE SAYS: "I'm not looking for a relationship."
HE MEANS: "I really just want to do you."
-HE SAYS: "Shall we split the check?"
HE MEANS: "I'm not into you."
-HE SAYS: "My ex is crazy."
HE MEANS: "I screwed her over, and she got upset."
-HE SAYS: "Your friend is great!"
HE MEANS: "If I weren't seeing you, I would go for your friend."
R E L A T I O N S H I P:
-HE SAYS: "My friends loved you when they met you!"
HE MEANS: "I think I may love you too."
-HE SAYS: "I'm sorry I haven't called."
HE MEANS: "I'm not sorry but I don't want to deal with your wrath."
-HE SAYS: "I'm not going to change."
HE MEANS: "I don't have the balls to break up with you, so I'm going to force you to dump me."
-HE SAYS: "My mom is like that around new people."
HE MEANS: "My mom isn't a fan of yours."

D U D E B E H A V I O R:
-HE SAYS: "I thought I knew her."
HE MEANS: "I was checking her out."
-HE SAYS: "I don't get why girls like him"
HE MEANS: "I''m feeling insecure, so say something reassuring."
-HE SAYS: "My friend is so whipped!"
HE MEANS: "I'm a little hurt that my buddy is choosing a chick over me."

A P P E A R A N C E S:
-HE SAYS: "You look hot."
HE MEANS: "Can we have sex later?"
-HE SAYS: "Isn't that a little revealing for girl's night?"
HE MEANS: "I don't want guys hitting on you."
-HE SAYS: "That's a new look."
HE MEANS: "You look weird."

S E R I O U S D I S C U S S I O N S:
-HE SAYS: "I just need some space."
HE MEANS: "I want out."
-HE SAYS: "Why are you being so emotional?"
HE MEANS: "Why are you acting like a psycho?"
-HE SAYS: "You're being such a girl."
HE MEANS: "I don't understand you at all."
S E X:

-HE SAYS [WHILE IN BED]: "I love you."
HE MEANS: " I love the sex that I have with you."
-HE SAYS: "How many guys have you been with?"
HE MEANS: "Tell me I'm the best you've had."
-HE SAYS: "I don't masturbate all that often."
HE MEANS: "I masturbate more often than you wash your hands."
-HE SAYS: "Did you finish?"
HE MEANS: "I hope you finished, because I finished and, boy, am I sleepy!"

Interesting eh?

Nothing into Something

I used to be so useless and still.. sometime i am useless but now. from now on. It will have to change. I will take things more seriously. I WILL accomplish my goals. I WILL show my friends & family that i can do it & prove it to them. I won't disappoint them after what they have done for me & help me through all this. I WILL do things i was suppose to do couple of years ago... like getting my L, finding a job, apply to Langara & stop being so goddamn lazy! Use my time wisely. And since i don't start school for another 2-3 weeks.. I am NOT going to stay up late & wake up late. I will not just stay home & watch tv or go on the computer or even "chillax". I will plan my days a day before to see what i am able to do - to cross my list below as soon as possible. I WILL achieve all my goals & my new year resolution. I WILL & I can do it. Be patient with me & i will prove it to you. I am going to change.

Get This!

LONG STORY SHORT.
- Eddie wants to go to the movie.
- Pasu called & he wants to go bbt.
- I asked Eddie if he wants to go to bbt. Answer is yes.
- Texted Pasu to confirmed it.
- Eddie said something about someone cant make it, so we're not going to bbt but instead we are going to go to the movie.
- BUT WAIT! Pasu called asked me to convince Eddie.
- Eddie said hes gay.
... so wtf is going on... movie or not! AAAHHHHH

10 Days Later... Typical.

Today, I woke up & decided; I am going to drop out of English.
This morning when i climbed out of my bed, I collapsed on the ground. I didn't know that my left leg was asleep. I sat on the ground for a few minutes, when i got up to my feet.. I cleaned up my house and I went to go get ready. I left my place around 2 and catch the bus down to Langara college to pick Harmony up and i kind of want to see the school. Unfortunately, I didn't get to see much since i had to go to my school to drop English & register for English again. This time i took the afternoon classes. So i don't have any excuse to skip or be late. I will have my full 8-9 hours of sleep. everyday. Don't have to wake up early. Perfect. After, when I was done with my school things, Harmony and I went to Metrotown and buy books at Chapters and then we went downtown to go shopping for awhile. When I got home, I watched season one of Gossip Girl that my mom rented for me.

My goals & 2009 resolution:

• Get a B in English.
• Attend to all my classes.
• I can't skip one single class, unless i have a good excuse.
• nor sleep in & purposely skip class. which i can't anymore since i am taking afternoon classes :)
• I cant be late anymore. not even 5 mins.
• Get my L!
• Spend less.
• Read more.
• Get back to the gym or at least excercise at home. everyday.
• Spend more time with my family and friends ♥
• Enjoy life more.
• Learn something new.
• Help others,
• Assist people who need it, asking nothing in return.
• FIND OUT WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE.

Stupid Can I.

I can't sleep & why.. BECAUSE;
I regret slacking off in school & skipping too much.
I regret taking advantage of my mom's nice-ness.
I regret not trying in school.
I regret being so fucking stupid.
I wish i can turn back time & redo high school again. I wish i knew in the past that i should have not slack off & try hard enough to get a decent grade. I am so worried that i won't get accepted in college or anywhere else.
what the eff was i thinking back then? oh that it was okay to skip & have fun with my friends. Oh that it was okay to skip and get away with it. Oh that it was okay to skip cause i didn't do my homework. Oh it was OKAY to not listen to my teacher & just talk to my friends. Oh that it was okay to slack off & not do my homework or even study. Oh THAT it was OKAY TO FAIL because its not important. Oh that it was okay to do whatever I want? wtf was i thinking? honestly. i'm so fucking stupid. I've fucking screwed everything up. i fucking regret everything & everything i've done. I just wished i knew not to do that & know what i have to go through now. It have never hit me untill i was out of high school... that i need to get my act together & try. TRY... AT LEAST TRY SOPHIE... why don't i ever listen to my mom or copy my friends; go to class & listen. just listen... try. try to do homeworks & study. that's all.. AND i couldn't do that.. good job. really... good job.

Polaroid Camera.

i want i want i want!! i really want a polaroid camera so bad!
I am very tempted to buy myself the camera!! WHERE! whereee! I like how the camera immediately pops out a real picture or whatever. no usb cable, no re-touching, no waiting for delevoping & its old school!

problem: where can i buy it, cost, and picture paper???

Who's up for a camping trip?

urgh, not me! look at the awful weather!

so yesterday was my first day back to school but you see.. i didn't go! so pretty much today was my first day of school. I am pretty sure my teacher doesn't like me very much. Anyways, boring. ANYONE good with poetry? HELP!

MORE SNOW! what the eff?

"It's snowing more than ever. . . cross fingers and hope ALL schools are closed tomorrow!!"

. . . if not, i aint going to school anyway

Cookie Dough Ice Cream + Titanic = ♥

The Title pretty much says it all!
= my day :)

Picture of the Day

I love sting ray ♥

Quote of the day:

"What you need to do is be thankful for the life you got, stop looking at what you ain't got and start being thankful for what you do got." - T.I.

Song of the day: It wasn't me - shaggy

Terrible BUBBLE TEA

I went to Richmond Center today, i bumped into Keith... we walked around the mall for awhile & we grabbed bubble tea! it tasted like shit! i've been having really BAD bubble tea lately! what is this! After Keith left, i met up w/ Eddie & Nick. we went shopping & we watched a movie "yes man" pretty funny! hahaha... after movie, we went to go ordered take out & ate it @ Eddie's.. & watched tv! heheehe i am still mother fucking sick! When i got home, i relaxed in bed & talked to Harmony on the phone for quite a while ♥ .. then she went to bed & crystal called me & connected me with swana!... i am still on the line with them! im going to go & talk to them now! byeeeexo

happy new year

On New Year's Eve, we celebrated @ Crystal's... It was alright. It could have been better. A LOT BETTER. . . After, on New Year afternoon, I snuck home while everyone else was asleep. When i got home, i ran to my mom's room & stayed in bed. I was so sick to the point where i had to call my mom home to take care of me... man that was some badass pain... grr :(

Anyway, i think im going to go hit richmond center or something. I can't handle staying home for another day. xox